{"id":613,"date":"2008-01-24T20:58:51","date_gmt":"2008-01-25T02:58:51","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/toddbolen.com\/2008\/01\/24\/this-week\/"},"modified":"2008-01-24T20:58:51","modified_gmt":"2008-01-25T02:58:51","slug":"this-week","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/toddbolen.com\/blog\/2008\/01\/24\/this-week\/","title":{"rendered":"This Week"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I did not write anything here for <a href=\"https:\/\/toddbolen.com\/2008\/01\/15\/the-beginning-of-the-phd\/\">Tuesday&#8217;s class<\/a>, which dealt with Matthew 1-4.&nbsp; This may be owing to my sense of utter defeat.&nbsp; That was not the only time this week that I felt that.&nbsp; It&#8217;s not that I don&#8217;t know the answers, it&#8217;s that sometimes I don&#8217;t even understand the questions.&nbsp; Today I tried to work on the <a href=\"https:\/\/toddbolen.com\/2008\/01\/17\/how-forests-are-wiped-out\/\">Matthew argument<\/a>, but really struggled to figure out what I&#8217;m supposed to do.&nbsp; It&#8217;s not enough to write an &#8220;outline&#8221; of the book (that&#8217;s part of the whole), but you have to do it in a certain way.&nbsp; And I&#8217;m not sure if my brain is up to it.&nbsp; All of which to say that I don&#8217;t have much to say unless I write my resignation letter.<\/p>\n<p>I might say too that there are some hard things going on for people around us that are burdening us right now.&nbsp; Kelli&#8217;s Uncle Mike is about to be released from the hospital because there&#8217;s nothing they can do for his cancer.&nbsp; He was in great physical shape a month ago.&nbsp; And there are some other hard things with other dear people that I can&#8217;t mention here.<\/p>\n<p>We&#8217;ve been &#8220;re-memorizing&#8221; Psalm 23 as a family (we did it a couple of years ago) and last night we play-acted it out.&nbsp; Because it is so familiar, sometimes we might miss the power of its imagery.&nbsp; But indeed, the Lord is our shepherd.&nbsp; And he is a good shepherd.<\/p>\n<p>Not really hard, but hard at the time, and possibly amusing here, was my dream last night.&nbsp; I don&#8217;t remember too many of my dreams, but my <a href=\"http:\/\/www.tricked-out-cars.com\/1994-dodge-001-1.jpg\">truck<\/a> was stolen last night in my dream.&nbsp; Twice.&nbsp; The first time a guy was pushing it away from our house with his vehicle.&nbsp; He stopped a few doors down.&nbsp; And for some stupid reason, I just went in the house.&nbsp; I came back out later and it was gone and I was so mad at myself.&nbsp; It was so real that I felt a huge relief when I woke up.<\/p>\n<p>UPDATE: A couple of friends have asked if the first paragraph was serious.&nbsp; It was, though &#8220;utter defeat&#8221; is hyperbolic.&nbsp; The last couple of days have been better.&nbsp; It was a bad time to get a very good job offer, but I am staying the course.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I did not write anything here for Tuesday&#8217;s class, which dealt with Matthew 1-4.&nbsp; This may be owing to my sense of utter defeat.&nbsp; That was not the only time this week that I felt that.&nbsp; It&#8217;s not that I don&#8217;t know the answers, it&#8217;s that sometimes I don&#8217;t even understand the questions.&nbsp; Today I\u2026 <span class=\"read-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/toddbolen.com\/blog\/2008\/01\/24\/this-week\/\">Read More &raquo;<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[23],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-613","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-life"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/toddbolen.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/613","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/toddbolen.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/toddbolen.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/toddbolen.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/toddbolen.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=613"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/toddbolen.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/613\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/toddbolen.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=613"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/toddbolen.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=613"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/toddbolen.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=613"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}