{"id":804,"date":"2009-05-08T17:33:48","date_gmt":"2009-05-08T22:33:48","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/toddbolen.com\/2009\/05\/08\/deep-breath\/"},"modified":"2009-05-08T17:33:48","modified_gmt":"2009-05-08T22:33:48","slug":"deep-breath","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/toddbolen.com\/blog\/2009\/05\/08\/deep-breath\/","title":{"rendered":"Deep Breath"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The most common response to this blog, I suspect, is a shaking of the head and an astonished comment that while it&#8217;s not impossible to be so ignorant, it&#8217;s hard to believe that one could be so old and with the opportunities that I have had and still be so behind.&#160; The wisest thing for me would be to shut down this blog and desist from further demonstrating this sad reality.&#160; But we &#8216;ve already established that I am not wise.&#160; So on we press.<\/p>\n<p>I am in the midst of that blessed, but brief, interval that occurs immediately after one finishes a large task and feels that the weight of the world has been lifted.&#160; Soon enough I &#8216;ll realize everything that I failed to complete when the &#8220;large task&#8221; took over all waking hours and again be plunged into the abyss of hopeless &#8220;behindedness.&#8221;&#160; But for the moment, all responsible living is cast off.<\/p>\n<p>Yesterday I drove over to my professor&#8217;s apartment and turned in my last paper of the semester.&#160; My major accomplishments this semester seem rather wimpy:<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>A 30-page paper on the identity and significance of Armageddon, largely written in 7 days.&#160; Anything but a masterpiece, but it has photos.<\/li>\n<li>A book review of John Walton, <em>Ancient Near Eastern Thought and the Old Testament<\/em><\/li>\n<li>A book review of Richard Hess, <em>Israelite Religions<\/em><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>In addition to that, I attempted to answer some of the most difficult interpretive questions for Hebrews, James, 1-2 Peter, 1-3 John, Jude, and Revelation.&#160; I read a lot of ancient texts by lost Sumerians, Egyptians, Ugaritans, and Assyrians.&#160; And I&#8217;m still married and my kids don&#8217;t hate or ignore me.&#160; <\/p>\n<p>I learned a lot, but it wasn&#8217;t always what the teacher wanted me to learn.<\/p>\n<p>April was the worst computer month of my life.&#160; The solution to getting rid of whatever I was infected with was pretty easy for the guy who knew what he was doing; I just had to wait three weeks in line.&#160; My backup computer decided that this was the right time of its short life to quit working.&#160; I lost more than the $25 memory chip replacement, but thankfully, no data.<\/p>\n<p>I spent my day today as a volunteer of &#8220;Watch D.O.G.S.&#8221; (Dads of Great Students) at our kids &#8216; elementary school.&#160; I played (educational) math games with students, watched some of the workings of the school, talked to various teachers, carried a walkie-talkie, and ate lunch with my children.&#160; They have a great school with a first-rate principal and teachers who care.<\/p>\n<p>On Monday I start a course in Reading Theological German.&#160; In 11 class sessions over 29 days, I will master the subject.&#160; More cynically minded might suppose that this is just an academic hoop intended to impress others that I&#8217;m in a credible academic program.&#160; I won&#8217;t tell you which category I&#8217;m in.<\/p>\n<p>I have a contract to write a chapter on 1-2 Chronicles for an OT survey textbook, due on June 30.&#160; One of these days I&#8217;m going to start by reading the book; I&#8217;ve heard it&#8217;s good.&#160; I may afflict you with an observation or two along the way.<\/p>\n<p>I would love to write an article on Khirbet Qeiyafa.&#160; I had a lot of ideas for that about 5 months ago, but I haven&#8217;t thought about it since.<\/p>\n<p>My real dream for the summer is to finish the American Colony and Eric Matson Collection of photos.&#160; Yes, I fully expected to finish that last summer.&#160; A consulting job got in the way and I&#8217;ve made only minor progress since school started.&#160; I am very, very pleased with the collection, even though I know too few people will really appreciate it.<\/p>\n<p>Tonight I am going to watch a movie.&#160; 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